Thursday, April 26, 2007

B is for:

BVHE (the distribution arm of Disney Studios). I am working part-time foe Mosaic Sales Solutions, they are a marketing firm. One of their major contracts is BVHE, and that is the division I work for. I have four 'big box' stores locally that I maintain/display/reorder BVHE DVD movies for. BVHE also includes: Hollywood Pictures, Touchstone, Miramax and now Pixar. It is part time. I work most Tuesdays when one of the above studios is releasing a new movie in DVD. Those days I may have to visit all 4 stores on 'Blitz'--to make sure the new title and all the promotional material is displayed properly. Other then these Tuesdays, I will usually be scheduled to visit each store several times a month to check proper placement of BVHE titles on the planogramed (POG) movie shelves, and re-order low and out of stock titles. These merchandising visits can usually be done any time during the week, just as long as they are transmitted before Friday evening. I enjoy my work, and the people I work with.
The only problem I have with this position is it can be sort of 'feast or famine' with hours at various times of the year; although there has been opportunity for extra hours working with the Movie Crews at Best Buy, and other short-term assignments.
I don't consider this to be my primary source of income. I am on SSDI--for a mental health diagnosis-- I have Major (aka Clinical) Depression. The government wants me to work! They allow me to make up to like, $650/month with out it affecting my benefits. They have a lot of support programs to help people get back to work. I have been able to take care of a lot of debt I have had for several years... I looked for work for almost a year before deciding, with a job coach's encouragement, to apply for SSDI. I have always intended to work at least part time. SSDI is my primary income. If by some miracle I find a position to work full-time in, SSDI will (I hope) still be there for me to fall back on--if something should happen (condition tends to re-occur do to stress). I will not have to go through and reapply, or have a waiting period.

Monday, April 23, 2007

A is for:

A is for Ann. That's my middle name. At first my parents were gonna call me 'JudyAnn'. A lot of kids during the 50s had double names like Mary Ann, Betty Lou, Jim Bob, Jerry Lee. But it was decided to call me just Judy. Oh, and it is just plain ANN, no 'e' at the end, as Roman Catholics are wont to do. The only times I recall being called 'Judy Ann' is when I was upstairs in my room listening to music, or more likely had my nose buried in some book I was reading, and didn't respond to the first 2-3 times my name was called. Then it was usually bellowed loudly by my Mom!

Lesson/reflection: I'm glad it is just Judy--even if alot of people parrot Cary Grant and go "Judy, Judy, Judy" when I'm introduced. And I know it could have been Judith. But I am Judy.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Alphabiograhy

My nephew, Kyle has what I think is an interesting school assignment for "Language Arts" (what ever happened to English/Spelling and Reading). He has to write an Alphabiography. It is like writting the story of your life, except you are supposed to write seperate essays for each letter of the alphabet, then collect them all together in booklet format.
He and his classmates have been working on this in class and at home since October. Now they are editing and reviewing their work.

I wish we had assignments like this when I was in Junior High School: grades 7-9 (except now they call that "Middle School" and it is grades 4-8--insert eye rolling emoticon here!). Then I thought, life is continuous lesson, so I am going to write my own Alphabiography using this blog. I may not always go in alphabet order, and some letters may get more then one entry-- well, they should, I am almost three times older....

They are supposed to add a reflection/life lesson at the end of all the essays.

One last note about Kyle's class and the assignment: the teacher has read to the class a book titled "Totally Joe" by Jamie Howe. This book is written in the form of an Alphabiography of the main character, Joe Bunch. Joe is a 7th grader, who is gay. The book details the normal struggles of adolescents, and how Joe is percieved to be different, and how he handles being labeled, and admitting to his family and friends that he is a homosexual. I have read the book cover to cover. It is a well written book. That said, however; I do not believe it should be read aloud to a class. Yes, the book can be made available for students to read. It does have a place in the classroom and school library. But to force students who may not be mature enough to understand what is going on, or able to handle peacefully their classmates who may not be mature enough to take it seriously to listen to it or read it for class, I think is just wrong. It should not be a part of the curriculum.

Friday, April 13, 2007

Eisenhower on Military Spending

"Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies, in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children . . . Under the cloud of threatening war, it is humanity hanging from a cross of iron."
--Dwight D. Eisenhower
Excerpt from "The Chance for Peace" address delivered before the American Society of Newspaper Editors, April 16, 1953

http://www.eisenhower.archives.gov/chance.htm

According to the 2007 Time Almanac, the United States 478 billion dollars (or $1604 per person) for military expenditures annually. That amounts to 48% of the military spending world wide. The next closest country is England, which spends 48 billion USD. Now I grant it, that figure probably includes salary and wages for current Armed Forces members, and uniforms and such.

Still I think we should be able to say 'hey, wait a minute, I don't want $1604 of my dollars to buy weapons--convert it to international implements of peace, humanitarian efforts; with things like basic health care for third world countries, basic farm implements like rakes and shovels, better home building materials for earthquake and hurricane prone areas, etc.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

the longest Bible based answer I have give so far on Yahoo! Answers

some one asked:
If Jesus is so meek and humble, why does he command 'every kneel shall bow, every tongue confess' to obey him? kind of seems like a dictator or a self-absorbed ego-maniac...

And I answered:
two similar verses appear in the New Testament(Romans 14:11, KJV) "For it is written, [As] I live, saith the Lord, every knee shall bow to me, and every tongue shall confess to God."
This verse alludes to Isaiah 45:23 (KJV) "I have sworn by myself, the word is gone out of my mouth [in] righteousness, and shall not return, That unto me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear."
In Isaiah, God the Father is speaking through the prophet Isaiah. Paul is the writer of Romans. If you believe in the Holy Trinity, it would seem reasonable that what God the Father states about himself in prophecy would also apply to God the Son.

The second instance is again written by Paul in Philippians 2:10-11 (NKJV), which occurs at the end of what I consider a Holy Spirit inspired teaching:
(Phl 2:1) Therefore if there is any consolation in Christ, if any comfort of love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affection and mercy, (Phl 2:2) fulfill my joy by being like-minded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind. (Phl 2:3) Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. (Phl 2:4) Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others. (Phl 2:5) Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, (Phl 2:6) who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, (Phl 2:7) but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men. (Phl 2:8) And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross. (Phl 2:9) THEREFORE GOD ALSO HAS HIGHLY EXALTED HIM AND GIVEN HIM THE NAME WHICH IS ABOVE EVERY NAME, (Phl 2:10) THAT AT THE NAME OF JESUS EVERY KNEE SHOULD BOW, OF THOSE IN HEAVEN, AND OF THOSE ON EARTH, (Phl 2:11) AND THAT EVERY TONGUE SHOULD CONFESS THAT JESUS CHRIST IS LORD, TO THE GLORY OF GOD THE FATHER. (all Philippians verses from NKJV) So now we have the third part of the Trinity (Holy Spirit) asserting that together and seperately, that because God has done such great things for us, we should show our humility through our actions--in this instance bowing our knees and confessing to that Jesus Christ is Lord!
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http://www.blueletterbible.org/cgi-bin/v...

Friday, February 09, 2007

Free Hugs Campaign - Inspiring

Original from Youtube - http://youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

YOUTUBE DESCRIPTION:

Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.

In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.

As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.

In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...

Music by Sick Puppies. (Visit http://sickpuppies.net or http://myspace.com/sickpuppies for the music)
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PS. The response to this video has been nothing short of overwhelming and touching. Hugs to every single one of you who messaged. There has been thousands of emails from all over the world by people seeking to participate in the Free Hugs campaign and asking for permission. You do not need permission. This is the peoples movement, this is *your* movement. With nothing but your bare hands you can make THE difference.

Imagine all the people.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Unconscious Mutterings (week 199)

Free association is described as a "psychonanalytic procedure in which a person is encouraged to give free rein to his or her thoughts and feelings, verbalizing whatever comes into the mind without monitoring its content." Over time, this technique is supposed to help bring forth repressed thoughts and feelings that the person can then work through to gain a better sense of self. That's an admirable goal, but for the purposes of this excercise, we're just hoping to have a little fun with the technique.
"Rules are, there are no rules." There are no right or wrong answers. Don't limit yourself to one word responses; just say everything that pops into your head.

Don’t feel like retyping the words? Just copy and paste the following into your blog:
  1. Rhyme :: rythem and reason
  2. Substantial ::errors occured
  3. Instant ::coffee
  4. Greed ::can kill
  5. Brad ::who?
  6. Season ::liberally with pepper
  7. Accomplished ::stores complete and uploaded
  8. Invite :: trouble
  9. Sparkle :: glass cleaner
  10. Rainbow ::Foods

http://subliminal.lunanina.com

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Veteran's Day, 2006

My prayer for you and the world on this Veteran's day: Lord, may some child sometime in near future ask "What was a Veteran?" And a parent will have to think to answer, because wars will cease to exist, and there will be no more Veterans...

Last night I had the strangest dream
I ever dreamed before
I dreamed the world had all agreed
To put an end to war.

I dreamed I saw a mighty room
The room was filled with men
And the paper they were signing said
They'd never fight again.

And when the papers all were signed
And a million copies made
They all joined hands end bowed their heads,
And grateful prayers were prayed.

And the people in the streets below
Were dancing 'round and 'round
And guns and swords and uniforms
Were scattered on the ground

Last night I had the strangest dream
I ever dreamed before
I dreamed the world had all agreed
To put an end to war.
--Artist: Simon and Garfunkel
Title: Last Night I Had the Strangest Dream
album: Wednesday Morning 3 AM

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Now is the time for turning..

“Now is the time for turning. The leaves are beginning to turn from green to red to orange.

The birds are beginning to turn and are heading toward the south. The animals are beginning to turn to storing their food for the winter.

For leaves, birds and animals, turning comes instinctively. But for us, turning does not come so easily.

It takes and act of will for us to make a turn. It means breaking old habits. It means admitting we have been wrong, and this is never easy. It means losing face.

It means starting all over again. And this is always painful. It means saying I am sorry. It means recognizing that we have the ability to change. These things are terribly hard to do.”

But unless we turn, we will be trapped forever in yesterday’s ways.

Lord help us to turn, from callousness to sensitivity,

from envy to contentment,

from carelessness to discipline,

from fear to faith.

Turn us around, O Lord, and bring us back toward you.

Revive our lives as at the beginning, and turn us toward each other,

Lord, for in isolation there is no life.”

--Yom Kipper liturgy

My true color shining throug...

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Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

...On the Pascal Mystery

"In his death, Jesus shed the limitations that were part of his earthly experience, and once those limitations where shed, thd Spirit was released.

I have an image for all this which is not very theological. It comes from an old Abbott & Costello movie, I believe. Through some fantastic means the two of them had become ghosts and could not be seen. In order to make themselves known, they put on clothes made of ordinary materials. Because they were ghosts they could pass through walls and floors without difficulty. However, when they tried it with their non-ghostly outfits, the clothing simply fell to the floor as they passed through the wall. I sometimes imagine that in his experience of death, Jesus passed downward through the floor and left behind all the limitations which were part of his human condition. He still remained like us, but because he accepted even death he shed the limitations which are part of our human conditions in this life." --Keith Clark, Capuchin; An Experience of Celibacy,Ave Maria Press 1982,p. 74-75

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Unconscious Mutterings (week 163)

Free association is described as a "psychonanalytic procedure in which a person is encouraged to give free rein to his or her thoughts and feelings, verbalizing whatever comes into the mind without monitoring its content." Over time, this technique is supposed to help bring forth repressed thoughts and feelings that the person can then work through to gain a better sense of self.

That's an admirable goal, but for the purposes of this excercise, we're just hoping to have a little fun with the technique. Each week I'll post ten words to which you can respond to with the first thing that comes to mind.

"Rules are, there are no rules." There are no right or wrong answers. Don't limit yourself to one word responses; just say everything that pops into your head. AND you don't have to have your words up on Sunday. Take all week if you want! Read the FAQ for more information.

  1. Sugar rush:: Commercial break during March Madness

  2. Chemical::Addiction

  3. Suspension:: School

  4. Defending:: My opinion

  5. Conference:: Call

  6. Dance:: Like nobody's watching

  7. Weather:: Is it Spring yet?

  8. Fuel:: Fan the flames

  9. Heartbreak:: Hotel

  10. Insult:: Put Down

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Gordon Parks 11/30/1912-3/7/2006

"My experience--though I would never wish it upon anyone else--has helped make me whatever I am and still hope to be. . .I have come to understand that hunger, hatred, and love are the same wherever you find them, and it is that understanding that now helps me escape the past that once imprisoned me." - Gordon Parks, A Choice of Weapons

Gordon Parks, photographer, filmmaker, poet, composer and novelist, died March 7th. This is his obituary from the Associated Press:

Gordon Parks, who captured the struggles and triumphs of black America as a photographer for Life magazine and then became Hollywood's first major black director with "The Learning Tree" and the hit "Shaft," died Tuesday, a family member said. He was 93. Parks, who also wrote fiction and was an accomplished composer, died in New York, his nephew, Charles Parks, said in a telephone interview from Lawrence, Kan."Nothing came easy," Parks wrote in his autobiography. "I was just born with a need to explore every tool shop of my mind, and with long searching and hard work. I became devoted to my restlessness." He covered everything from fashion to politics to sports during his 20 years at Life, from 1948 to 1968. But as a photographer, he was perhaps best known for his gritty photo essays on the grinding effects of poverty in the United States and abroad and on the spirit of the civil rights movement. "Those special problems spawned by poverty and crime touched me more, and I dug into them with more enthusiasm," he said. "Working at them again revealed the superiority of the camera to explore the dilemmas they posed." In 1961, his photographs in Life of a poor, ailing Brazilian boy named Flavio da Silva brought donations that saved the boy and purchased a new home for him and his family. "The Learning Tree" was Parks' first film, in 1969. It was based on his 1963 autobiographical novel of the same name, in which the young hero grapples with fear and racism as well as first love and schoolboy triumphs. Parks wrote the score as well directed. In 1989, "The Learning Tree" was among the first 25 American movies to be placed on the National Film Registry of the Library of Congress. The registry is intended to highlight films of particular cultural, historical or aesthetic importance. The detective drama "Shaft," which came out in 1971 and starred Richard Roundtree, was a major hit and spawned a series of black-oriented films. Parks himself directed a sequel, "Shaft's Big Score," in 1972. He also published books of poetry and wrote musical compositions including "Martin," a ballet about the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. Copyright © 2006 The Associated Press

I wrote the following tribute to Mr. Parks for his on-line guest book at http://www.legacy.com/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=16998419
In the early 70's I was young white girl in junior high when I read the autobiographical 'A Choice of Weapons' written by Mr. Parks. Since a great deal of the book takes place in the Twin Cities, I thought it was 'neat' because I lived not far from some of the landmarks described in it. But it also opened my eyes to the greater world around me. To understand what the previous generation endured in the Great Depression if you were not rich or middle class to begin with. To realize that not everyone goes to bed with a roof over their head, that not everyone has the same chance at landing a job, that we can choose how we react to situations in our lives which seem beyond our control. That each of us has 'A Choice of Weapons'. Since that time I have long admired Mr. Parks.

What makes this occurance especially poignant for me is he died one day after former Minnesota Twins player and Baseball Hall of Fame member, Kirby Puckett. (3/14/60-3/6/06)
The media were so caught up in Puckett's death, there was hardly any mention at all for Gordon Parks. The St. Paul Pioneer Press had a small article the day after, and that appears to be all they did--although I admit I don't always read the full paper cover to cover. But Kirby---he was all over the front page, the local section, the sports page, they published a special section commemorating his life. Ironic, is it. When Gordon Park was born, no black man (yes, I know the politically correct phrase is African-American; but I went to an inner-city high school. No one used that phrase) was allowed to play on a baseball team. He lived lived during the tumultuous Civil Rights movement of the 1950's and 60's. Mr. Parks was a gifted photographer. He taught himself how to take use a camera and take great pictures. He was the first black fashion photographer, working for Vogue magazine. He later became the first black photographer to join the staff of Life magazine. He wrote had several photography techniques, at least one is still considered to be basic reading for photography courses. He was also a gifted writer and poet, one of his books Half Past Autumn is a retrospect containing nearly 300 of his photographs.

Don't get me wrong. I love baseball. I much admired Kirby Puckett. He was a great player and always had a great smile and a lot of enthusiasm for the game. But I just wish that at least locally, more people realize that Minnesota lost two great icons this past week.

The guy who takes a chance, who walks the fine line between the known and unknown, who is unafraid of failure, will succeed." -Gordon Parks

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Unconscious Mutterings (week 152)

  1. Celebrate:: the Child who is the Light, now the darkness is over (lyrics from a Michael Card song
  2. Resolve: to keep my apartment neater
  3. I need to:: clean up this mess
  4. Call:: it a toss-up
  5. Token::game pieces
  6. Brand:: New Year!
  7. Comparison:: I'm great! there is no comparison!
  8. Far away:: my Godson, in the Army and deployed to Iraq...
  9. Artful:: individual snow-flakes
  10. Fantastic::plastic fantastic lover (lyrics from Jefferson Airplane)

Anagram fun

I was filling out a crossword puzzle recently that gave me the Britney Spears/Presbyterian clue/answer that I posted a few days ago. That got me to thinking which I admit can be dangerous for me. I did a Google search for an anagram website, which led me to www.wordsmith.org/anagrams. Then I was thinking, what should I anagram? Something pertinent. I got it! I input "the blogged sink" and hit enter. In a few quick seconds I had a list of at least 500 "sentences", although most of the words were pretty obsecure. I'm going to share a few of the more interesting results with you, along with some eye-rolling comments ;)

    1. Bogged Shot Link : Natural Resources info. on illegal lead shot (used to weight fishing lines)
    2. Bleed Ghost King : Do ghosts bleed?
    3. Boggled He Stinks : after playing Boggle for 4 days straight with out a bath...
    4. Belted Hog King : Biker with a belt to hold his pants up?
    5. Blend Egg Shit : add three cups of crap to the mix and blend at high speed for 4 minutes or until runny
    6. Behold Gets King : and Prince Charming too?
    7. Beds Ogle Knight : Ohhhh! it is Prince Charming, what a hunk!
    8. Sob Ledge Knight : I found out he was already married, and felt so awful I was think of jumping out of the castles' tower window
    9. Be Geld Knight So : but then I thought, he's the one who cheated, so I gelded him
    10. Bldg seeking Hot :...start of a help wanted ad for a plumber?
    11. Blond's Eight Keg : new label of beer, made by blond women who can't spell 'blonde'
    12. Blighted Keg Son : fella who just celebrated his 21st birthday
    13. Bold Geek Night: a class for those learning HTML
    14. Belting Desk Hog :violence in the workplace--I hit the fool taking up more then their fare share of the space
    15. (Knocking on the bathroom door) are you almost done it there? (Answer) Bee Kind-(I am) Shtg a Log!! (grrrruntttt)
    16. ...and my personnal favorite, because it is true, I have Blighted God Knees from praying for you.

    Monday, December 19, 2005

    Subconscious Mutterings: Week 150

    I say.....And you think:

    1. Replenish::the candy dish!
    2. People::flocking to the stores
    3. Trend::Enterprises, Inc.
    4. Girlfriends::hanging out
    5. Spirit::of Christmas' Past
    6. Banshee::what my cat is acting like
    7. Oasis::gasoline
    8. Thrills::and spills
    9. Fountain::of ice
    10. Boxes::and wrapping paper

    the Incarnation

    We have "sentimentalized" the birth of Jesus of Nazareth. When we think of the birth we see wise men and shepherds and a star. But these are only minor characters in an excedingly great drama...the Incarnation. The birth of the Christ is so much more than a "birthday" to be observed once a year. Our focus must become the Incarnation, which we celebrate every minute of our lives. We must realize that the cry we hear drifting from the stable is the voice of the One who spoke the universe into being (John 1:3; 1 Corinthians 8:6; Colossians 1:16, Hebrews 1:2). Oh the staggering realization that the little one, wrapped in rags, looking up at us from the trough is in reality everything His special name reveals..."God with us"!
    --from the liner notes of the CD "The Final Word" by Michael Card, 1987 Sparrow Corp.

    Wednesday, December 14, 2005

    Unconscious Mutterings (week 149)

    After looking at week 148's word list, I found one of the words to be slightly offensive, and definitely a word I would not want to publish on this blog (wouldn't want my site listed to the types of people who might 'blog search the term). So I skipped a week. Here are the words for 12/11/05.
    I say...and you think...
    1. Stalker::creepy
    2. Outrageous::prices
    3. Carrying::a full load
    4. Spirited::debate
    5. Oh!::more snow?
    6. Grid::lock
    7. Country::rural
    8. Karen::Karen B (a friend when I was young-er)
    9. Candles::glow
    10. Relationship::just how are we related? (from doing family histories!!)

    Sunday, December 11, 2005

    Britney Spears....

    ....is an anagram for "Presbyterian". That is all I will ever say about her.